titles don't define me

So today a senior at Stanton College Prep took his own life today… I may not have known him personally but I vaguely remember seeing his face throughout the hallways. It’s absolutely heartbreaking hearing about such a tragedy. My heart goes out to the class of 2012 and I hope that they can stay strong. Especially so close to graduation… My heart and prayers also go out to the family. May God bless his soul. Rest in peace AJ. 

And to anyone who is contemplating on taking their own life please take a second and analyze your decision. There are so many people out there that love you even if you think there isn’t. God is always there by your side. Stay strong and remember there is always something that makes the world world worth living. My prayers and thoughts go out to all the people that are suffering my depression and self injury. There are always ways to get help and suicide should not be the last resort… No matter what is keeping you by hold on to it. There is always hope… 

Bless, O God of eternal life,
all who have died
by their own hand.
Grant them peace
from their inner turmoil
and the compassion of your love.
Comfort those who mourn
their loved ones.
Strengthen them to face the questions of pain,
the guilt and anger,
the irreparable loss.
Help us to reach out in love
to others who prefer death
to the choices of life
and to their families who grieve.
Amen.

Music should have meaning, music should have soul, music should touch your heart and change your life. Not this shit that people call music. My 4 year old niece can sit at the computer and throw beats around and make money for it. It’s sad. Sad sad sad. Pissed off.